Halloween!

Well I decorated this place pretty sweet ;) i brought all my halloween deco from home, and plastered the place. I got help from the other kids here, we all had lots of fun, carved pumpkins, made jell-o with body parts and cinnamon rolls with spiders. I dressed up as a cow, i sprayed my hair green and fluffed it up, so i just told everybody i had mad cow disease.

It went ok, my stomach hurt but it was bearable, just tired. All the kids here really enjoyed their selfs, waiting to go trick-or-treating, psyching each other up. Until we were told that we were not allowed to go. The reason? - because if we wanted to go out and do fun things we had to do it with our families. Though it´s not that easy when your family lives an half our away, it´s already six o´clock and your too tired to go too very many houses. So no trick-or-treating for me this year... Such a let down. But trying to make the best of it i watched the Blair Witch Project with one of the employees, that was nice.

Earlier today someone whom works here brought his two year old son here. He was the cutest baby ever!! So adorable, but i got a little upset inside because his son kept coming to him for comfort and got lots of kisses in return. It made me miss my dad, my dad died when i was ten so i didn´t get to know him very well, so i envy every father relationship.
I´m tired now, so i´ll write more tomorrow,
good night sleep tight.

Good Night, sleep tight

Hi, everyone :)


It´s eleven o´clock right now and i´m beginning to feel drowsy. I don´t feel to well right now, my stomach is aching. Good thing i am gonna sleep soon. It´s been a good day i guess, was here until about two and then was home for a few hours before coming back. I had a nice time at home, played with Ninja, my adorable gorgeous doggy. I love her so much. I also made pizza and brownies and ate until i felt sick. I have decided to decorate this place for halloween, so i found lots of stuff at home to bring back here. If your wondering where "here" is, it´s a mental institution for teens. Iv´ e been living here for the past 5 months. 

The reason i´m here leads back to my neck injury. Short told, I fell down some stairs when i was four, we didn´t think anything of it, but six months later i started getting stomach aches with no explanation. Endless hospital visits and doctors with no luck, no results. Now I am tired of it, cant handle any more.

Know that i appreciate all your support, and care. I´ll write soon,
Hugs*